Some poems i have written....

Lately i have been in a writing mood...The Lord gave me this first poem, when my life was upside down and i just needed to trust the Lord. The second poem i wrote after Valentines Day...For me that day is sometimes a big reminder of what i used to have and the dreams of what was supposed to happen. So this poem is a little bit of an insight into my life. I know i am putting myself into a very vulnerable position, but sometimes its helps to let things out. I hope you enjoy them both!

Jeremiah 32:27 '…is there anything to hard for me?'

How often do I keep things

I never give to God

He is waiting though for me to trust

To fully give Him all I am

His question to me is

'…is there anything to hard for me?'

My reply comes faint and soft

No Lord, you can handle all

So Lord, I give you all

My thoughts, my deeds, my life

I lay them at your feet

For nothing is too hard

You know all I am

All I was

All my future

And nothing is to hard.

My Feelings

A long time ago

You said, "I love you"

I agreed and said it too

Together for awhile

Planning this to come

Then something changed

So many times

So many nights

I cried myself to sleep

We fell apart

You got mad

I walked away

Always wanting to return

But never knowing how

Because of all the hurt

You broke my heart

With all the lies

Daily told to me

So I've walked away

Wondering all the time

If I was right to leave

Thoughts go through my mind

Should I have stayed

Worked through all the pain

Where would we be right now

If I had stayed and

Worked through all the pain

Would we be married

Would we be happy

Would it be right

Now I still think of you

I'm afraid

I don't know what to do

Why do I still think of you

After such a long time

Why do you plague me so

My heart wants to know

Will this ever go away

Will I ever be free?

Valentines Day

It was a great day!

It started out like any old Thursday. I went to my seven thirty class, Teaching Art, with Mrs. Phillips. AMAZING is all i can say...lol Then since Pastor told us that classes were canceled at 10:30 because of the banquet then i didn't have any other classes. i sat around the college campus until lunch time. Then Bekah came and got me, Amber, and Mary Beth to go pick up the boutonnière. While at the store we ran into Dr. Holloway, he is such a sweet guy! then if was off to do our hair. @ 3 Joyful did my hair up which took about forty-five minutes to an hour. Then it was time to wait...about 4:30 i did make-up and then about 5 i got totally ready! Nicole took some pictures of me outside; i think they were cute! @ 5:30 He showed up and off we went to the Banquet. It was awesome! Everything was so fun, i had a great time! We got back to the dorms around midnight! I was back at classes the next morning @ 7:30...fun fun fun...

Have a great day!

Here are some pics from the night of banquet!...

BIG PRAYER REQUETS!

First be praying for Mrs. Rosser, she is having surgery at this very moment! I just pray that the Lord will guide the Doctor's hands. Also then for Mr. Rosser so he can take care of her while she recovers.
Second, i hope you would pray for my family. My dad got laid off from his position of working with truck driver safety. They say they will rehire him in like 3-6 months but at the mean time he will be driving truck for the same company. I am REALLY SCARED for my daddy!
So if you would just please pray for me and my family and the Rosser's at this time I would appreciate it!

Nothing really new.....

Friday night we went midnight ice skating and it was THE BOMB! I love ice skating it is my absolute favorite! We had a ton of fun laughs through out the night! Then i had to get up really early Saturday because we had a basketball game. and GUESS WHAT!?!! MY GIRLS WON!!! I'm so sorry! I'm just really happy! It was our second game but our first win! So it was good! I wish i had my camera to take pictures of it but i don't because the people want me to pay 200 dollars even though the camera is on warranty! Anywayz...we have a game tomorrow against the same team we played our first time. Well the next big event of my life....is the Valentines banquet and I still don't have everything i need for it....but we will figure that out as we go....lol...Well there is nothing elses really...I'll post more later....byes