Some poems i have written....

Lately i have been in a writing mood...The Lord gave me this first poem, when my life was upside down and i just needed to trust the Lord. The second poem i wrote after Valentines Day...For me that day is sometimes a big reminder of what i used to have and the dreams of what was supposed to happen. So this poem is a little bit of an insight into my life. I know i am putting myself into a very vulnerable position, but sometimes its helps to let things out. I hope you enjoy them both!

Jeremiah 32:27 '…is there anything to hard for me?'

How often do I keep things

I never give to God

He is waiting though for me to trust

To fully give Him all I am

His question to me is

'…is there anything to hard for me?'

My reply comes faint and soft

No Lord, you can handle all

So Lord, I give you all

My thoughts, my deeds, my life

I lay them at your feet

For nothing is too hard

You know all I am

All I was

All my future

And nothing is to hard.

My Feelings

A long time ago

You said, "I love you"

I agreed and said it too

Together for awhile

Planning this to come

Then something changed

So many times

So many nights

I cried myself to sleep

We fell apart

You got mad

I walked away

Always wanting to return

But never knowing how

Because of all the hurt

You broke my heart

With all the lies

Daily told to me

So I've walked away

Wondering all the time

If I was right to leave

Thoughts go through my mind

Should I have stayed

Worked through all the pain

Where would we be right now

If I had stayed and

Worked through all the pain

Would we be married

Would we be happy

Would it be right

Now I still think of you

I'm afraid

I don't know what to do

Why do I still think of you

After such a long time

Why do you plague me so

My heart wants to know

Will this ever go away

Will I ever be free?